It's been 5 months since I last blogged.
It's not that I haven't had anything to say.
It's just that I am speechless.
Befuddled.
More to the point, in denial.
For I am PREGNANT. 5 months strong.
Although this fact has been confirmed by a whirlwind of blood tests, ultrasounds, doppler instruments (what, is there a storm coming?), I still don't believe it.
We've been waiting almost 5 years for this. And now that it has, I can't process it.
Perhaps it's been the spicy meatballs that's been kicking me.
I never thought the IVF would work.
Never ever.
Is this really happening?
This is going to be (G-d willing, poo poo poo) one spoiled and loved child.