and sometimes, sometimes, the answer is yes......

It's been 5 months since I last blogged.

It's not that I haven't had anything to say.

It's just that I am speechless.

Befuddled.

More to the point, in denial.

For I am PREGNANT. 5 months strong.

Although this fact has been confirmed by a whirlwind of blood tests, ultrasounds, doppler instruments (what, is there a storm coming?), I still don't believe it.

We've been waiting almost 5 years for this. And now that it has, I can't process it.

Perhaps it's been the spicy meatballs that's been kicking me.

I never thought the IVF would work.

Never ever.

Is this really happening?

This is going to be (G-d willing, poo poo poo) one spoiled and loved child.