brutal

I have been feeling very ill for the past day or so. I have a constant headache and I'm sick to my stomach. Is this training for pregnancy? Or training for birth control? I feel like I am going insane. I just want to feel well again. I want to feel normal. This is hell. I've tried doing my guided meditation to take my mind off of this, but it's proving nearly impossible. I have to go to the clinic again today for another test. I don't want to go anywhere. There's no way I can even go to work today (believe me, I'd rather be there than feeling like heck here). I've been up since 5am trying to feel better with ginger tea and crackers.

I hope to G-d that there is light at the end of this endless tunnel........